Friday, September 4, 2020

Today Is A Good Day

 

The Last Day.

 


Today will be a good day

That’s what you repeat to yourself

It proves you wrong everyday

But you wish there is some hope left

 

I will recover from this

You try to make it better

The voice inside you says you won’t be missed

Horrible thoughts come to your mind

Blood dripping from your hands

Happiness seems like you’ll never find

 

Maybe you should talk with someone

But then again the voice says you will be bothersome

Scratches prominent on your arms

And then you know there’s no way out

Despite some days you will be calm

The storm comes when least expected and you fall

To what seems the only thing your hands can grasp

 

The escape is momentary, unhealthy as hell

But for a moment it makes you feel well

You need to keep it to yourself

You don’t want to be a bother, says the voice again

You need to escape, but you don’t know how

There is only one way left

 

Today is a good day

You say to yourself

The last letter is written

When you get home, you smile even when you’re torn

Everything is done, for me you should not mourn

That was the only way

And those were her last words.


By Juliana Restrepo, Step 10