A Hatred Love
I was not unaware of the cost
For him, I gave it all
At first he was the reason of my happiness though
But that does not change the fact that I lost
And that my heart became just dust
From the beginning I knew it was a mistake
It was a hated love that we created
And at the end all I get was a heartbreak
I should have known, but can you blame me?
I was drunk in his degenerated love
Like to a growth of weed, I was addicted to him
I didn't even care about what people would said
But nowadays I'm just afraid
Afraid of missing him like a phantom limb
Itching right under my skin
My heart, body and soul were submerged on a lake
A lake of happiness contaminated with pain
A lake that he created
I have to admit at the beginning I was amazed
But then he slowly drown me to it, leaving me without an escape
They said hate is the opposite of love
By personal experience I know the real though
It is something much more worse
A feeling that you can not even bring a word,
to describe it, it's like hate multiply by eight
And the closest to it is hatred.
By Susana Rengifo, Step 10
