Ambivalence
I live in ambivalence
I don´t know where to go
left? or right?
I don´t know where I belong
Indecision has become
my best friend
and my only companion
is the doubt in my way
Expectations have
promised me reality
and they gave me
nothing to see
I´m still waiting for
something incredible
to happen in front of me
My life is still nonsense,
my way is still clouded
they tell me I have a
whole life to figure it out
but I know that of time
I´m running out
I hope that the day that I leave
I can leave knowing
that I knew who I was
and that I did what I wanted.