Thursday, February 21, 2019

Ambivalence

Ambivalence

I live in ambivalence
I don´t know where to go
left? or right? 
I don´t know where I belong


Indecision has become 
my  best friend 
and my only companion 
is the doubt in my way

Expectations have 
promised me reality
and they gave me 
nothing to see
I´m still waiting for 
something incredible 
to happen in front of me

My life is still nonsense, 
my way is still clouded
they tell me I  have a 
whole life to figure it out 
but I know that of time
 I´m running out

I hope that the day that I leave
I can leave knowing 
that I knew who I was 
and that I did what I wanted.